2018 Acura TLX 2.4 Upside down by 10k- Rolling Negative into a lease

No it’s my fault. Had a 2020 Civic lease and hated the car so turned it in for the Acura. Was just cars after cars and it finally caught up to me. I thought rolling 9k of neggy eggy into a lease would work and after 2-3yrs then im free and clean